April 5 2013

April 5 2013

Not much happening right now, besides a lot of waiting. 

I've started reading Adopted for Life by Russell Moore.  He's great.  Not only is the book a good reference for a Christian thinking about adoption, it also put our "Spiritual Adoption" into an amazingly easy to follow way. 

To throw a curve ball at me, my body decided to act like normal women's bodies do, for two months in a row.  In my memory (which sucks since having my little munchkin, but still...) I don't remember having two "monthly gifts" in a row EVER.  Cal says he remembers in happening, though rarely.  I am interested to see if it arrives again next month "on time".  In spite of this I'm still 100% positive that we're making the right decision in adopting.  So much so that I'm actually afraid that I might get pregnant.  It's an odd flip to the old feelings of worry that I would never give birth.  I'd rather not go back on birth control, because to be completely honest it makes me BONKERS.

I think when we get back from holidays we're going to search out a new family doctor.  Cal has wanted to make a switch for a long time, and I think I'm finally ready agree with him.  My doctor actually delivered me, but I don't think that we're a very good match anymore.  Cal feels he is very arrogant, and I feel he's a little to ready to brush things aside that may be important.  Now that we aren't looking for a doctor that does maternity there are more options available to us.